Tested

And got a no. Yep a big no!!! It sucked. I was thinking and feeling a positive. Then to see the words "not pregnant". Ugh. So I went to the store and decided to buy more tests. I only had one left. So I got the 5 pack thinking that I could test Sunday and probably a couple Monday. Welllll imagine my sadness when I used the bathroom after getting back from the store and saw pink. Ugh again? Really? Universe. Right after I got 5 tests. So now I'm thinking how annoying it is that it's Friday before Christmas and I'm getting my period 3 days early! And that Monday sometime in the middle of my class I have to call my clinic to get clomid ordered. And plan an ultrasound.

So apparently all the nausea and cramping were all symptoms I imagined. Sweet.

Don't think I haven't considered implantation bleeding. I just don't think that at day 11/12 it's a possibility. I typically spot a few days before my cycle starts soooo this is typical. And I may need to talk to the dr about it because I'm thinking it's not great that my body does that.

Ok I will not let this ruin my Christmas. I know that we'll have a baby by next Christmas and I'm excited for that.